humiliation

I do bug you all a lot, don’t I? Well there’s always something great about writing and being read by few loved ones. So friends, I want to talk about the insane outburst of emotions which overflow when you get humiliated. A cold sweat drenches down your spine and u start shivering with fear, your forehead starts getting moist and you feel like you are getting choked. You try and avoid your tears, perhaps avoiding them flatters your ego. Sufferings seem endless, heart starts gushing blood in your brain and you get scared like a little baby who just saw the most deadly spider sitting on his tiny fingernails. Yes, the child inside you gets equally scared and feels like running away from the situation and sleeping right next to his daddy perhaps on daddy’s arm. Situations make you feel the worst living being alive in this entire universe and you get tormented by guilt, anger and sadness all at the same time.
Yeah, I agree every humiliation is not same and nor it is bound by any theoretical explanation or formula. But at least it humbles us, makes us see the world from a totally new perspective. Suddenly the world appears to have infinite dimensions and possibilities, there’s too much of data which our brain is unable to handle. This makes humiliation so great, it’s a great learning experience. And you have to pay your taxes in the form of shivers and trauma, but at least you learn something vital.,
Still not convinced? What are all these sufferings worth for? We don’t yet have an answer for this very question, don’t we! Look at all these sufferings and pains we get from a new perspective. I hope we all remember what happened to us when our daddy was driving as fast as he could to drop us in time to our school, we were scared! But we knew deep down inside our heart that we were enjoying the ride! Speed is everything, it kills your ego and tears away your complexes in a jiffy. This is what happens when you get humiliated, it might look a bit scary and fearful at that instance, but at least u enjoy laughing over it when you grow old! You cherish all those memories deep in your subconscious and feel elated. Adrenaline is such a crazy thing, it brings so much of excitement in your nerves, that you forget you were once weak.
So next time when someone is insulting you, don’t try to stop him. Look straight in his eyes and enjoy the ride, let your adrenaline break all the possible limits of excitement and then you will see the worlds new face.